A step closer...

After 7 years of ups and downs, we are finally bring our love to another level..Not an easy path but alhamdulillah, when it was meant to be, it's was meant to be..A step closer. Praying to HIM that we will finally be together.. :-)

Ask and you shall receive

Alhamdulillah..ALLAH has granted our doa..nenek has willingly agree to amputate her leg..WE thought it will be a nasty battle to force her to agree to do it but ALLAH's plan is much greater..xsempat pon doktor nak bg penerangan sehabis-habisnya, nenek said "doktor potonglah kaki nenek..nenek nak sihat.."..

I almost cried at that time..part of me is still unable to digest the situation..however, right after the doctor left, a lady matron came and talk to us..she told my grandmother, "makcik, kita kena ingat, semua ni, hak ALLAH..dan sekarang, ALLAH nak semula hak dia..kita pulangkanlah..dah lama ALLAH pinjamkan dan ALLAh masih lagi pinjamkan kita nyawa".. Her words stump me for a second..she was absolutely right..Never thought of it but it is truth and the only truth..

Teringat zaman sekolah dulu ustazah ada cakap, sakit itu penghapusan dosa..bersabarlah kerana DIA menyayangi kita..dan DIA Maha Mengetahui..

Decisions to be made

Kengkadang tgk kt TV, kt marah je bile org susah sangat nk buat keputusan..msti ade yg marah ckp "apelah susah sangat nk buat keputusan?"..btol x?..but I swear, it's not easy to make a decisions when it comes to the life of your love ones..SERIOUSLY, NOT EASY!..

Maybe ramai yang tak tahu ape itu diabetes mellitus type 2. it is actually an acquired diabetes yang byk happens to elderly people..mostly because of makanan la..so long story cut short, my beloved grandmother has this problem. Rasanya, mostly tahu if a diabetic patient kena injury, susah sangat nak baik..So nak jadi cerita, her ankle broken because jatuh n to worsen it, sekarang dah bernanah..and it has worsen till the point that she cannot stand it anymore..so we brought her to the hospital and according to doctor, the best option for her is amputation..we tranfer her to Selayang Hospital for second option..the results is still the same..but as I'm writing right now, she refuse to do so..What makes things more dangerous, the puss has infected her bone and it can easily transmitted to other body parts if we didn't..We didn't know what to do..Not much we can do if she do not want to do it..

As I went to her to the hospital yesterday, she always told me "kalau doktor nak potong kaki nenek, bawak nenek keluar dari hospital ni..nenek tak nak potong kaki"..And tomorrow we will gather as a family to listens to the doctor's opinion and options..Dear ALLAH, it not  easy..we are anxiously waiting..Praying to HIM that nenek will make the best decisions for her life..We love her and we ant her to be with us longer..

DEAR ALLAH, help us :-(

Pija dah kawin!

Congratulation to my beloved good friend Pija for her wedding.. Extremely happy for you..akhirnya tau jgak sape boypren ko yg ko dh peram lame gler..hehe..CONGRATS BEB!

Thought of the day 3

1- Rajin bercakap, rajin bekerja - Bagus sekali 
2- Rajin bekerja, malas bercakap - Kena buli 
3- Malas kerja, rajin bercakap - Wayang Cina 
4- Malas bekerja, malas bercakap - Tak guna 
5- Malas bekerja, suka mengadu - Nyanyuk 
6- Malas bekerja, selalu ponteng - Baik berhenti 
7- Malas bekerja, Suka menyibuk - Baik mati

- Profesor Engku Aziz

Thought of the day 2

Selagi kau tidak bahagia dengan kebahagiaan orang lain, itu petanda kau sendiri tidak bahagia..Kau mesti bahagia melihat "musuh-musuh"mu bahagia..Walaupun pernah disakiti sekali, kau akan disakiti berkali-kali jika terus mengenang perbuatan mereka..Dan paling derita, jika kau merasakan mereka sedang membina istana kebahagiaan di atas tapak kedukaanmu..

Silverlight at the end of the tunnel

Allah tidak akan sentiasa berikan kita apa yang kita mahu,
tetapi Dia akan sentiasa memberikan kita apa yang kita perlu.


credit :Hilal Asyraf (Official)